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Saturday, April 5, 2008
10:34 AM
Wanted to blog yesterday but mum keeps screaming and shouting at me and my eyes were half-closing and I was in a bad mood due to I don't know what muthafucking reason and I started complaining about every shit in my life. Silently.I did write an entry, it was half-completed so I didn't post it. The seniors are graduating already, in another week's time LIKE OMG SO FAST?!?! Anyway percussion only has one sec4 and I don't think it'll make a difference but she's quite a good player. And well, quite a cute senior. Being a leader is hard, so we shouldn't complain about her too much eh? I think I might miss her :O Her chair which she always shares with me I mean. Sectionals are not slackable now, there's a new teacher teaching us and though he is boring, he repeats alot, he sits while we stand, but from what Ekjun has said, he's good. So I shall be hardworking and pay attention to him. The first lesson was spent on teaching how to hold the bloody sticks, like it doesn't really matter so long you're comfortable and it doesn't fly out what okay shitzzz I shall not complain. And he's called Eugene too. Eugene is a horrendously common name, I know like about four five of them already. And Sectionals has been increased to twice a week, another at Wednesday at 2.30? Okay damn I cannot remember the time. Finally the teacher has realised that we're shitass lousy and need more practices. Which I don't really mind cus I'll be there at only 4, and at the most practice for two hours, which is far better than going four hours straight. Finally we are really going to seriously learn the basics, the previous female teacher was too lenient. We anyhow hit she also say very good, so no improvements luh. Omg I've like typed three and this is the fourth paragraph about my CCA, I need to move on-.- Oh and wondering why I'm posting at this time when I'm suppose to be at CCA? Cus there's no CCA today hahahaha conductor's at China. Wonder what he's doing there hmm.. I don't know if not having Saturday practices is good or bad cus I'll be rotting at home the whole day, unless I go jogging today. I keep saying I want to today, but its probably three minutes enthusiasm. I don't wanna fail my 2.4km run. I shall run my guts out on that day. I'm a fucking sexist, I like to talk to girls more than guys. Why, I don't know. I can talk to girls much more naturally than to guys. Maybe I should treat all guys as girls ;D They're quite suited to be girls actually.. HAHAHA. And this is a bad thing cus I'm in a class with only seven (who0o, nice number!) other girls and thirty-four guys. All hail Joselyn the great for losing her thumbdrive. The best part is my Chemistry SPA graph is in there too, I don't blame her, I can infact kick my own ass for losing my own therefore borrowing hers and now she has lost hers too. Nevermind, just stay back on one fine sunny day and redo it again lor, the experiment is chicken feet everything is made easier with the datalogger you just have to stick the probe up your nose. No, I mean in the cup of reaction. Maybe I should just get the graph from other classes, since they're all about the same. Because if I redo the experiment, I would be wasting more materials, and killing the earth. I am such a considerate earthling. Unlike teachers who keeps giving worksheets and make the exam papers so thick. I miss 2r7'07 RAHHHH. Never did I thought that I would actually miss it with all the girls ranting to each other about everything under the sun and the guys guailaning every single left right up down shit everywhere everyday. But it's still fun! If I could turn back time, I would wanna go back to sec1, STUDY hard, play hard, bond hard.. Everytime I see my report book there will be a tinge of regret here and there.. It's now equivalent to half a piece of toiletpaper which you tear and throw cus it's smeared with shit as compared to my Primary school report book. I have no idea what I'm trying to describe my results slips as in the previous sentence, in short, it's a lousy piece of birdshit. I still remember in sec1, not believing what my mum has said about secondary school is different now, you have to study ladada. Imagine the shock I got when I found out what was my ranking. Mum is right, I need to study to do well, it's not like the primary school now, where you can just listen to classes and get first in the class. I know I need to, but I cannot find the energy to do it. I need a motivational source, but I cannot find it too. My secondary life is a screwed up piece of crap!! OH AND I THINK I KNOW WHY I WAS FEELING SO PISSED AT EVERYTHING YESTERDAY. I quarrelled with my mum about my studies, my computer, the time I reach home. And she was drying my hair for me at that time, what a nice thankyou. Told her I had studied and completed all my work before using the computer. Came back with three fails. Told her I would be back by 8. Came back at 9. Told her I would cut down my phone bill. Came back with a $80 bill. Time to reply tags and stop talking rubbish. Tag Replies : This post is filled with rubbish rantings. But it's the longest I've ever typed. You can not read it if you don't want to, personally I feel that reading this is wasting five minutes of your life. Like what I'm doing to mine.. Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYUHADA! I think this is the third time I'm wishing you but nevermind the more the merrier hahaha. |
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