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Sunday, April 20, 2008
12:58 PM
M-y-t-h-r-o-a-t-h-u-r-t-s-l-i-k-e-f-u-c-k.I wanna rip it out. But it's not possible (I get squeamish when I see blood plus I don't want to die yet) so I'm drinking tons of water and peeing like mad but my sorethroat is still there grrrr. I think I won't be able to sleep tonight, partly cus of my sorethroat, the main thing is that I've been sleeping after twelve nowadays and god knows how did I adjust my sleeping time till that. God knows how am I going to wake up too. Yesterday was a rot-at-home day, apart from I found money which I never knew I at at the mahjong table, played mahjong for merely a few rounds and I won $0.80 then losing $6.40 at the following round, how wonderful life can be. I am always attempting to study in the afternoon but all I did was to open one of my textbooks from the humongous stack and freeze there for about an hour before going to sleep. Thus I have concluded that if I want to study in the afternoon, I should do it anywhere but home. I can study at night though, I did a few Logarithms stuff in the TYS at night yesterday mwahahahahaha I AM GOING TO CONQUER LOGARITHMS! But I couldn't stop my eyes from peeping at the solutions right below the questions, so I covered it with a book. I think it's dumb to print answers right below the questions cus you would look at it subconsciously. Bought myself a Physics TYS too, to make myself feel more secure? Cus I don't really get physics too, but the books I've bought are all sitting nicely in one pile at one corner of my study table all nice and shiny. Hmm, this sentence doesn't seem to have any link at all. Anyway, I am going to start studying real hard soon. Probably on Thursday. I admire people who have the self-discipline to study when it's the time to. I think this is cool, and not the don't-care attitude (which I think I have) about results. Though I may be laughing at my shitty results, deep down I feel like how my results are like. Hur, whatever. Still can't find the mood to study anyway.
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